todae jus finish my math paper le...then nw is like waiting for the next exam cming up on tis fri b4 i go for my job searching n my holidays lor...its like more n more relax le coz the stress is going off me bit by bit as days passes by...todaes paper is like very difficult lor accordin to the class...i was the special 1 who do the section c first while the others do the first section...it seems like i gt a better impressuion of the tins i had done for the last section unlike the first two section which i do later then it was like omg i forgt the tings i study le lor n also quite panick by the time when i started the first two section of the paper lor...hope tat every ting will b fine for me sia...n my long waiting holiday is cming soon i can't wait any longer for tat to happen le...haiz cme on let the time run faster...
tml is my engineering math test liao yet again i hav stress n my brain is like empty till nw...i'm getting nervous and anxious abt the test...i m hoping tat i can do the test well n prepare for the last test which is PEEE[Principles of electrical and electronic engineering]ehich i fail badly the previous time lor...i only gt 38/100 for the last test luckily it is only 5% bt still i wan to pass it so i m goin to try my best to pull up the score tis time round...haix,pressure is cming in lor...another ting is tat i wan my holiday fast so tat i can work n earn $$$ i nw no $$$ sia...keep on use atm n gt scoldin frm parent haix...anyway i hope tml math wld b simple ba,bt i also scare tat i careless coz i last time careless like hell keep on making mistake tats y for the 3 test i gt two borderline n 1 only 38m...arh!like shit lor...i also dn knw wat the hell had happen to me le...after my o lvl then i go work then after my work i bcme extreme lazy le lor...didn't help much wif my mum in household chores unlike in the past...then i keep on feeling tired n sian at hme de lor...until nw i bcme more n more slack n alwys avoidin hme haix...i also dn wan to b like tat de...i really want to change lor...anyway also hope tat i can gt a gf b4 my b'dae so tat she can celebrate wif me n change my life into a brand new me jus like me in the past spend sme time wif family n my new relationship-my future...haix which is impossible de coz nobody wan me or bein rejected at times when i try...haix wat a failure...bt nvm i will try my best to change her heart...
PS:bt then hor i dn dare coz my chance is like very tiny de lor...haix...
thk u very much xiang xin... for helping me so much in my blog... thks,without ur help i think my blog will lk damn ugly forever le...although i din help u tat much b4 bt u r a really helpful person trying ur best to help me...i will alwys remember tat pal...i owe u 1... ;)
PS: anyway hope u find a job asap lah or u will b very sian slacking at hme n bcme a pig pig liao lor... =x lol,hehe... ;p
finally finish the first test[digital electronic]...wat a relief...went out wif my frens to enjoy ourselves outside...went to watch a movie[sound of thunder]-a very lame show lol...then keep on c gals out there in town wif my frens...wat can we do there,cme on all guys are like tat de lah...cannot blame,haha...anyway still gt 2 more test cming soon...gt to try my best lor...so sianz hope tat i can finish the test asap so tat i will hav my holiday fast so tat i can enjoy n go to find work fast coz i need lotz of money...bt on second thought hope tat i can pass my test well lor,coz my previous one de result nt tat gd also n worst gt 1 failed liao lor...haix... gd luck to me...