Seek Within Myself...[Who Dares Win]

Thursday, June 08, 2006

tis few days had been at hme except for yesterday,robin ask me go sch to do e-learning lor...coz its like i dn have $ nw then i have to save a lot and also mst on the 26/6 then have to stay st hme study but it seems tat alot of things i dn understand at all...worst is tat i m getting bored when i m studyin i feel like sleeping all the time couldn't concenrate on my revisions...its so fuck up lor,piss me off man...i m trying very hard to gt myself concentrating on the fuckin course notes tat are undigestable...n i mean it,i couldn't gt a single thing into my head until nw..and its like my holidays are getting lesser n lesser by 1 week liao i still gt around 10 days b4 my first paper and till nw i din even manage to complete a modules revision...it really make me worry and i don wan to fail n repeat sia...i dn wan to waste time n $ on tis shit better pray hard like last yr like tat,successfully pass the whole yr 1 course...gtg try burn the whole course note n drink it,hopefully i can digest it...k,stop all the craps gtg revise the freaking notes again...

KH rockeD* at 10:12 PM

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Monday, June 05, 2006

i m gettin more worst each n everyday...y?coz i m thinkin,how cme until now i still can't gt a gf sia...y?n how cme my studies until nw i catch no ball until nw...dn knw wat the lecture talkin at all...i have a bad feeling abt it n i m havin my MST soon on the 26/6 tat week n until nw i m like in shit...i n my best buddies in class[robin n wesley] whom are my best frens in sch went marina south for steamboat on 1/6 after sch which is suggested by robin after so long we din go out together...then its like 3 big man having steamboat at marina n its like quite boring w/o gals,but its quite fun when we are out there...then after tat wwe went play pool n its like the pool so empty de like hunted like tat n yet so ex lor $8.40/hour...so boring there but was shock tat i win all the time n robin's skill is like went down to the rain after so long time nt touching pool...c tats y,ppl say need practice,haha...anyway after tat robin suggest to drink so we went tiong bahru buy vodka to drink.tis is interestin,we drink and talk abt our sorrows or our hardship[man talk]...then its like robin n wesley went drunk after only robin drank around 1/2 of 2 bottle of vodka[breezer n strobe]then wesley 1/4 of both n me too...in the end both of them gt drunk while i m the only 1 who is awake n the best among them to jump with 1 leg n for them they all fail which means they are drunk totally n became jelly leg,hehe...tats not the end i became very headach with alot of things in my head n i went drinking again...calling wesley after his first work as a promoter at suntec on 3/6,then we went carefour to buy breezer n a heineken...in the end he drunk again n i hav to call a cab to send both of us hme coz i worry he can't walk hme himself...on the 4/6 i still went to buy breezer frm the 7/11 below my house n went drinking again...i can't think of y i can't gt over it tat i still can't gt a gf n yet everytime i go out i c alot of gals whom r pretty n single n yet its like y i can't gt them or worst is tat the gal so nice yet their bf like shit which is nt compatible at all lor,wth...tats when i started smokin to cool myself frm wat i m thinking!its so fucking....!Y...!?

KH rockeD* at 10:08 AM

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