Seek Within Myself...[Who Dares Win]

Sunday, September 25, 2005

tml is my engineering math test liao yet again i hav stress n my brain is like empty till nw...i'm getting nervous and anxious abt the test...i m hoping tat i can do the test well n prepare for the last test which is PEEE[Principles of electrical and electronic engineering]ehich i fail badly the previous time lor...i only gt 38/100 for the last test luckily it is only 5% bt still i wan to pass it so i m goin to try my best to pull up the score tis time round...haix,pressure is cming in lor...another ting is tat i wan my holiday fast so tat i can work n earn $$$ i nw no $$$ sia...keep on use atm n gt scoldin frm parent haix...anyway i hope tml math wld b simple ba,bt i also scare tat i careless coz i last time careless like hell keep on making mistake tats y for the 3 test i gt two borderline n 1 only 38m...arh!like shit lor...i also dn knw wat the hell had happen to me le...after my o lvl then i go work then after my work i bcme extreme lazy le lor...didn't help much wif my mum in household chores unlike in the past...then i keep on feeling tired n sian at hme de lor...until nw i bcme more n more slack n alwys avoidin hme haix...i also dn wan to b like tat de...i really want to change lor...anyway also hope tat i can gt a gf b4 my b'dae so tat she can celebrate wif me n change my life into a brand new me jus like me in the past spend sme time wif family n my new relationship-my future...haix which is impossible de coz nobody wan me or bein rejected at times when i try...haix wat a failure...bt nvm i will try my best to change her heart...

PS:bt then hor i dn dare coz my chance is like very tiny de lor...haix...

KH rockeD* at 12:00 PM

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